rappers and cmp

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم والصلاة والسلام على رسول الله

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

pfffttt. sumpah pathetic -___-" i'll never be like this dumb girl.

most of the people i look up to are mostly rappers. why? because it takes courage and faith and determination to change to change your whole lifestyle and the bad influences in your life. like like Kid Cudi and Notorious B.I.G and Snoop Dog, Tupac and Eminem. okay, now that Tupac is dead because he was shot, i dont look up to him that much. because the reason you want to change your lifestyle is the need to escape from all the dirty deals and come clean and live a good life. tupac didn't. he well, made the same mistakes over and over again. some of these rappers showed to people that there is a future when everybody still believe that there is no hope.

this is not some type of post saying there is nothing impossible. thats crap. because as humans there are things that are impossible. you cant create a human, you cant bring a dead person to life. only Allah SWT can do this. see? we do have limits. but that doesn't mean we must stop trying. because if we try  maybe we will succeed. thats how the system works. if we are qualified to earn then we shall be given success. see.

i want to be like them. forgetting where they grew up and starting a whole new entire life. those people like miley cyrus and taylor swift saying they'll never forget where they came from? they all talk shit. they have already forgotten where they came from. i mean, thats the whole reason why they went into showbiz, to escape their armpit town and pathetic life. dont pull that whole 'i'll never forget where i came from'. everybody's done that. pleaseee. tell me one celebrity who has never forgotten where they came from? dont pull that pathetic innocent face on me.

oh yeah, kalau korg tgk food network ada satu dessert ni CMP. fantastic. aku nk sgt try!!!

if only the healing process was easy as this....