the anger is just impossible.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم والصلاة والسلام على رسول الله

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

mind blown...................................

i've seen a few malaysian on tumblr. and some of them are pretty legit and i love their tumblr. like like blackkswan and all that. but i was really pissed off at some other people. i know its not like my business, its your blog you can say whatever you please. yeah, i know all that stuff. but you dont call yourself hardcore when you dont even know any hardcore bands. you dont even know tony perry. you defintaely dont call yourself hardcore if you dont even get the DTF joke. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ADTR! kill yourself now, please! okay, that kill yourself was not necessary. i'm sorry. why do you feel like you have the need to fake your description. isn't being yourself better than getting stuck in a conversation with someone about a topic you really have no clue about and using google to answer the questions asked. people like you is the reason why i really have the balls to say this in public;

"I hate Malaysia. I hate everything about it. I hate the people. I hate our language. I hate our cursing words. I hate the institute. I hate it all. Yes, all. Well maybe not the nature. I like the plants and animals that are available here"

You're a disgrace. A big disgrace. You make people that really like hardcore music feel used and pathetic. YOU'RE PATHETIC! VERY PATHETIC AND YOU MAKE ME SO ANGRY I WANT TO COME OVER TO YOUR HOUSE. SNEAK IN THE BACKDOOR. KNOCK YOU OUT FOR SEVERAL MINUTES. TIE YOU UP. AND TORTURE YOU WITH ELECTRIC SHOCK. AND THROW YOUR MEAT TO THE LIONS OR DOGS OR WHATEVER. 

i dont get it. what do you gain from doing this. you're only lying to yourself. keep it up and your whole life will only be just a lie. and you're on tumblr. most of the pictures being reblogged are tattoos. pretty girls and skates. if you dont like it on your dash, get off tumblr. its called photography and it has no limits. just because i have a fascination towards them, doesn't mean its one of my daily routines. thats just the thing with us malaysians. we are so narrow-minded and our minds are not even developed to function in this lifetime. see, the things you are not interested in, you are allowed to diss. but the horrible things you do. no not horrible. shameful things you do. things you think are just small matter, but its still wrong. like going on a date. having a boyfriend. saying babi sial. and all that. those are things you ought to change. something you DO and not something you fascinate but do not DO. please. i cannot say how shameful it is to be a part of this play. 

ooohhh, the hate runs deep in my heart. i can never change this. because we have been lying to ourselves ever since we were born. like the video that came on the news that claimed it was Anwar Ibrahim. please people. history has the tendency to repeat itself. and this accusation has been done three or four times in history and yet we still choose to believe its true. dont tell me you still choose to believe its true. well, if you do. that just shows how pathetic you are and how the lack of independent runs through your vein like a chemical just waiting to rot your brain and crush your nervous system. you know, its not the corruption that bothers me. everywhere there is corruption, whethere i move to the states or australi or italy the corruption will never cease to end. but i cant stand the fact it exist in Malaysia. where our national religion is Islam. i just cant stand it. diaorg org kafir, memang nature diaorg mcm tu. but us. we're malaysians. we can think better. goodbye now.