"I am not a word, I am not a line. I am a girl that can never be defined" - Syifaa' and I'm just another messed up kid.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011


بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم والصلاة والسلام على رسول الله

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

I couldn't resist the temptation. So, i've made some rules I must follow. If you've noticed, I've also deleted some posts, yg mengarut. Decided to reduce the hours spent on the internet.

Cube tgk dia ni. 50+ years old. broke the record for the person with the most plastic surgery. Dia ni bukanlah yg macam artis Hollywood yang lain. She's famous for other things that doesn't involve entertainment. She's a writer. She's not those dumb blondes or whatever. Dia actually ada career and brains. So why? Is it because of uncertainty and lack of confident? Everyone has their own flaws and as i keep saying embrace it, thats the only way. doesn't matter of its only a very bushy eyebrow or whatever. You cant say "Nature messed with me" Nature can not mess with anyone. its an inanimate object, no one has control over. You cant take revenge on something like that. Its the life process. Everybody goes through aging, what makes you different from other people thats going through every life cycle as per-normal. saying accept yourself for who and what you are, is really hard to do. it is. but its the truth. and everyone knows that the truth hurts.

Oklah. Semua org tahu mengubah ciptaan Allah SWT ni salah sama ada yang kecil mahupun besar. Tak kisahlah, kalau something is considered sebagai dosa besar atau dosa kecil, its still a sin, and there will be punishments.

now, i really have no interest in getting involved with a person. come to think of it, i find it repulsive and disgusting. i'm fine just as i am now. i have many things to focus on and my life has a lot to recover. i'll still be updating this blog. just not that much about me.

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